Write a Different Story

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Hey all, how are you doing? I hope you keep on thriving.

2019 has been a crazy roller coaster for me, but I've learnt a lot of things. It's only been 12 months since the previous year, but I feel like I've grown as a person more than my whole 24 years of life.

Not only I learn about life, I also learn a lot about my own self.

In many many things I discovered, I have one thing that I'm currently trying to practice, and I'm here to share it with you guys.

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This past year I've been struggling with various problems that somehow keep coming and knocking me down. I hate to surrender to these suckers but about a month ago I couldn't deny that I was in my lowest point. Career, financial, family, relationships; everything didn't seem to work the way I wanted.

I lost a job twice with only under 3 months. Things didn't work out as planned, and experiencing it twice in a short time SUCKS.

About career, I always knew that what I was doing wasn't something that I wanted. But the situation didn't let me do what I wanted to do; which I accepted the truth with open heart.

I took a leap of faith about a month ago when I resigned from my last employment. The decision was under various circumstances, including trying to get away and heal my mental state.

It wasn't the best looking decision when I took it, and it even costed me more stress than before.

But I took the time to think.

I took the time to take care, introspect, and getting to know myself better.

After a couple weeks of taking a step back, I finally felt okay for the first time. I still tried to keep my mind active and productive without forcing me more stress, I just did everything based on my mood. I was just doing what I desired to do.

One day, I found something from Instagram:







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Somehow this post punched my reality.

I realise that I'm currently doing something that I love, the one that I wanted to do the whole time. The one that my situation restrained me from doing it.

I might think that I'm currently doomed for not having any job and cannot really explain how I should pay my bills for next month, but that post got me realised that sooner or later, this is something that I'm ended up doing anyway.. in order to reach my dream.

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Ever since I was unemployed, I didn't think I was ready to work for anyone anymore. It'd be really tiring if I ended up with the same story over and over again. As if I was trying to catch a ghost.

That post got me realised that if I want to change the result, I do need to change the effort. If I want to reach that specific point, I do need to walk on that specific route.

Because in the end, the only fact that I know is the steps that I already took were not working; so what's the point of taking the same route? While it's not even where I wanted to go, either!

It makes way more sense for me to take a whole new way of living in order to reach a whole new happiness in life. If I want the things I never had, I gotta do the things I never done.

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So yeah, I may still struggle with all the fcking problems I currently have, but at least I know I won't fall down to the same hole.

I'll have another ending, as I'm writing a different story.

So cheers to the new beginning!!

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